yes, my very rare post
well hello wordpress, i’m back…
Alot has happened lately, i’m actually in the biggest war in my life, i’m really fighting very hard. now that i am sick it is a physical, mental, and really very much spiritual war. i must say i’m winning on some losing on some, i can’t possibly win all can i? but i’m sure one day i will, cos, “You make all things work together for my good. YOUR LOVE NEVER FAILS!” recently i am reading matthew, the book, this verse struck me hard, “Don’t look for shortcuts to God. The market is flooded with surefire, easygoing formulas for a successful life that can be practiced in your spare time. Don’t fall for that stuff, even though crowds of people do. The way to life—to God!—is vigorous and requires total attention.” Matthew 7:13-14 The Message. Total attention, how do i even dedicate such a thing to God when i have not known such a thing? But that is what God wants from us total undivided attention.
at this moment i’m very glad to be able to really just spend this time before my uni meaningfully, i’ve been through alot since the last post i realised that the last post was after YaYA camp, i was part of a very miraculous thailand mission trip, which was awesome, the only miracle we did not see was the rasing of the dead, the blind saw, the lame walked and the deaf heard. so glad and thankful for this opportunity. i really feel that all these events have just led to a build up of a greater appetite for more of God, and really wanting to seek his righteousness in my life. i want to grow bigger and become a giant for God. just being 185 is not enough for me i want to be 1000km tall in God’s kingdom.
